Magick. One word that causes fear and damnation in persons who think it's evil. I love wunna bad still - also thanks for reading the blog! If you didn't know this by now, I'm a fairy. Melanated and Magickal. Sometimes I fly into action, other times... not so much. If you know the story of fairies you'd know that belief (also intention) and magick go hand in hand with their reciprocity.
Simply put - No belief, No Magick.
One thing that has always pissed me off is that people keep asking for magical solutions to their problems and yet don't believe in magick. And it happens every, single, day!
From the time the last bit of sand leaves your eyes and your dreams return to whence they came, you become the magick you dreamt of only moments before. Ah! Ahhhhhhh! Yuh watching muh? Consciously and unconsciously the human condition craves THE EXPERIENCE. They are taught that they are supposed to walk a certain path to achieve a certain lifestyle, to acquire a certain life. To be happy. So we follow this fallacious blueprint, (some call it destiny) and end up being miserable and waiting to die after institutional retirement.
Then they are others, who no matter where they are or what they are doing, grow and become successful. Turning the earth into diamonds and radiate a life force that even I at times am envious of. They open (not crack - for that is destructive) the code to happiness. Infinite magick. You ever realize that when one is truly happy anything could happen... #wejammingstill it comes from magick. That special place that no one thinks is real. They think it's made up or evil.
From the darkest depths of the universe we come
How can pure magickal happiness be evil? I'm talking about the magick that happens when a baby first laughs, the magick that happens when you stick your toes into the wet sand on the beach and feel your connection to the earth under your feet, the tickling, whistling wind on the back of your neck or just being still and allowing your senses to let go - just being in the moment.
Did you know that you are magick?
If you're still with me up to this point you probably have given me the benefit of the doubt, and not hoping that I should not be signing up for a bed in Jenkins.
But back to the question. Did you know that you are magick? From a physiological level, your cells regenerate continuously. Your body is constantly replacing old cells with new ones at the rate of millions per second. By the time you finish reading this sentence, 50 million of your cells will have died and been replaced by others.
Isn't that magick?
"I was made from the hopes and dreams of my ancestors"
When a man and a woman have sex, they create a human life from 1 sperm and 1 egg. Fingers and hands sprout out from fertilization eventually coming from a birth canal, grow up and ends up reading a blog post..
Isn't that magick?
What about from a spiritual and energetic stand point, this thing that everyone calls a sixth sense. When you feel in your gut that something very bad or very good is going to happen - you can't shake this feeling of dread “as you walk out of a shop onto the pavement and just about to cross the road, something in your head suddenly tells you “STOP!!!” Moments later a truck rushes by, missing you by mere inches. After recovering from the shock you suddenly realize that your sixth sense has just saved you."
Isn't that magick?
Well... if all of these things are in a way magick, and they all come from us, why don't we believe in ourselves.
Just a thought.
Stop hurting yourself, you're doing the best you can. Take some time to recalibrate. Find out the essence of your own magick.
Believe in your magick.